Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Welp, looks like some crazy bullshit happened.

According to this 'Operative' person in the comments of my latest post, Scott was murdered about a month ago. I wasn't exactly attached to the guy, but I'm confused as fuck nonetheless.

As per Operative's recommendation (After going a bit nuts at him in the comments), I went onto Scott's blog and I read the last two posts. Let's just say I didn't understand half the shit he was saying. A lot of references to people and sages and something about a Core Theory. Really, the only things I could understand were that Scott was a bit more insane than he led on, and he (along with these people that he mentioned) believed that he was being followed by something called 'The Slender Man'. Now, I have heard about it before (I'm assuming my comment on that 'tutorial' blog is the only reason people started reading this) but I decided to learn a bit more about this 'Slender Man' anyway.

According to web and image results, this 'Slender Man' fits almost perfectly as the man from my hallucinations. Same suit, lack of face and everything. According to some stuff I read, he's supposedly some mythological creature that was created on a forum a few years back. Why people now think they are being stalked by him, I haven't a clue. Probably just some people who aren't right in the head or are doing it for entertainment. Knowing the internet, I'd be willing to believe that.

Now, what any of this has to do with Scott being dead, and how exactly I managed to hallucinate something that I know nothing about but apparently exists in mythology, I don't have a fucking idea. I'm not a detective (as my search for Will may have given away), so I'm not going to investigate further. Scott's dead, and I'm going to go back to my normal life now, whether the powers that be like it or not.

...I hope he at least had a nice funeral.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Obligatory Update

I just remembered that I had blog that I haven't updated in months. Summer Vacation began and I guess I just... gave up on seeing Will again. I rarely saw him outside of classes, so I figured trying to find him when we had none would be just as useless. Nevertheless, I thought I should just make a quick post to say that I'm not dead.

Scott, I'm sure you'll be pleased to hear that I'm done looking for Will. The people I asked around campus did mention seeing him around, but I couldn't get further details. People have claimed that he's still alive and kicking, and that's good enough for me.

You'll probably also enjoy the news that I still have yet to see ol' faceless again. I'm pretty sure he was just a manifestation of my at-the-time sickness and grief-addled mind, and I wouldn't count on encountering him again.

In other words, all is well now. Unless some more crazy bullshit happens, I wouldn't expect another update for a while.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

...I'm back...

...And does anybody want to explain what the fuck happened with the blog? I realized a bit ago that I hadn't posted in a while and I wanted to make some sort of update, and I log in to see shit that I didn't post on here. It looks like some jackass decided to hack my account and make it seem like I've gone crazy.

I'm sure those posts weren't me, but I don't know about that video.... it definitely looks like the yard in the back of the apartment block I live in (though there isn't snow there anymore)... I certainly don't ever remember going out that night with a camera (I don't even OWN a camera other than my webcam, as far as I know). I figure someone else in the apartments found out about this blog and decided to fuck with me, or..... I don't fucking know.

Something else off about the video was the "distortion" in it. 'Distortion' is in quotes because I'm sure whoever managed to get on and post it here has enough editing chops to add all of it. If that's not why it's there (Probably added to up the 'crazy' factor), they may have just used a really shitty camera. Either way, I don't feel like dwelling on it.

With that explanation out of the way, on to the update I intended to make:

Doctors' Appointment: I never ended up going in. I don't know why, it must have just slipped my mind or something. With all that's happened, it wouldn't surprise me. It's certainly strange that my doctor hasn't called me about it or something....

Cell Phone: I haven't bothered to get my phone replaced yet. It's not too much of an inconvenience, though, because the only people I ever talked to with it were my parents. I'll probably go to get it replaced in the next week or two.

Personal Shit: My mental and physical health is fine, my schoolwork is doing okay, and I'm trying my best to keep a postitve attitude about all this. NEXT.

William: I still haven't seen him fucking ANYWHERE. It's really getting to the point where I'm worried for him. I don't really talk to him that much, but I still usually see him around and in classes (As I said earlier, we have a lot of the same classes together). I'm probably going to start asking around about him sometime soon. I probably won't get an explanation as to why all this shit has been going on, but I just want to know he's okay either way.

...I guess that's all I have to say for now. As usual, I'll make a post if something happens.

Monday, March 21, 2011


Why did you flee, my friend?
he just disappeared

suddenly and without a trace

im not waiting for him to show up again

im leaving my home


that way he cant follow me

my bedroom door just opened
the faceless suit is back

hes just standing there watching me

im afraid to move i dont know what to do

this isnt a fucking hallucination


Wednesday, March 16, 2011


Okay, I just got out of the shower to find my left arm covered in cuts and scratches. I freaked out and grabbed my webcam (I figured I should document it before I bandage it), and guess what fucking happens?

ALL OF THE CUTS FUCKING DISAPPEAR. Now you see them, now you don't. They're fucking gone. There's no visual evidence of where they were. It's like they never existed.

I don't know what the fuck is going on. I've set up a meeting with my doctor for Friday. Hopefully he'll be able to explain if it's even fucking possible for that to happen. If not, well... I guess I'm just going crazy again.

I'll post a summary of my appointment sometime on friday or saturday. Until then, I'm gonna try not to lose my head.